[A few days later marked the day Planet Skeletor celebrates its 2nd millennium anniversary, n a planet-wide celebration was to be held n everyone got in the spirit of celebrating]
Wander: :) (hanging out with Sylvia)
Sylvia: Ooh chk out the itinerary! There's gonna be a parade, n Hater's family will lead the procession on their Royal Float
Jeeves: Yes. His family n his families before him all hv done that every Skeletor Anniversary
Wander: :) Sounds fun.
Sylvia: U can ask Hater if u could join the procession. Ur practically family now with Hater's
Jeeves: I agree. Seeing u and Skullboy n his children on the Royal Float is quite the sight to behold [his face filled with pride at the thought of Hater n his little family on the float]
Sylvia: Speaking of children, where r the litters?
Jeeves: Skullboy put this Brad fellow in charge of the litters while he discuss the procession with his family. They're at the guest room of the South Wing
Wander: Brad's in charge...?
Jeeves: Yes. "Keeps him occupied", he said. Anything the matter, Young Master Wander?
Wander: Just the way he reacted about being with child... Maybe he might need help.
Sylvia: U wanna go talk to him abt it? Since he's ard the kids, he might be less likely to freak out
Wander:... Yeah. (walks off to see Brad)
Brad: [was in the guest room of the South Wing, sulking at a corner while staring at the litters play-fighting in their playpen]
*knock knock knock*
Wander: Hello, Bradley?
Brad: [grunted a reply] Come in, door's not locked
Wander: (enters) Keep an eye on the litters?
Brad: Yeah, no thanks to ur hubby. Well, since ur here, I'll be off [gets up to leave]
Wander: (thinks)...Wait.
Brad: [stops at the door, but not facing him] Wat?
Wander:... Are you still considering this abortion...? Shouldn't Peepers get a saying in it at least?
Brad: [turns to him] Yeah, n if the doc's not gonna do it, I am. Its a matter of just pissing my master off [gestures at the collar n grinned] And he already had his say in it. He clearly wants to keep it, but I don't
Wander:...(suddenly leaps at Brad, knocking him backward) PEEPERS DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING ABOUT ABORTING THE BABY! HE DOES WANT IT! AND YOU'RE HAVING THE NERVE OF DOING THIS TO HIM AFTER ALL HE'S DONE FOR YOU!
Brad: Wat he's done for me? WAT HE'S DONE FOR ME?! [shoves Wander bk] All he did was order me ard n fuck me! U think he bought me out of the kindness of his own heart?! I don't think so!! I WON'T BELIEVE IT!! HE IS JUST LIKE THE REST OF THE OTHERS!! ALL HE WANTS IS HIS OWN!! I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS BABY!! I DIDN'T!! AND I HATE HIM!!! [his eyes started to well up but he tries to fight the tears]
Wander: (stares at Brad)...Do you...even want to rid of the child?
Brad: I--!! Of course I do!! Why would I want to keep this?! Its not how its supposed to work!! This is not how master n slave supposed to work!! I'm not supposed to hv kids with my masters, that's just not done!! Its not!!
Wander: (holds onto Brad)...it'll be okay...Peepers also wants the child... he doesn't want to lose another... :(
Brad: A-Another...? W-Wat the hell r u talking abt...?
Wander: (tells Brad what Hater had told him, the reason why Peepers wanted to feel love and have a family of his own)
Brad: [listened to everything, letting it sink in, then he slumps dwn against the wall, shaking his head] No... Ur lying... Ur telling me this to make me feel sorry for him... I don't... [gripping his shirt near his heart, feeling it swelling n aching like hell]
Wander: Brad... :( (holding onto him, rubbing his back) He isn't lying... you're just still scared from all the abuse that's happened to you...
Brad: I... No, I can't... I'm not supposed to feel... This is not how it works... I... [starts sobbing, still clutching at his chest, big fat tears falling dwn his cheeks]
Wander: (hugs Brad, letting the man cry it out)
Brad: [cried for a full 30 mins before he finally calmed dwn] ...I... I'm scared... Wat if... Wat if it doesn't work out...? Wat if... Wat if Demurra is right, that I don't reli love ppl, just the idea of ppl... Wat if... Wat if Peepers throw me away...? Wat if he takes my baby away n is done with me n throws me away...? [a huge wave of insecurities rushed thru his heart all at once, a feeling he had never felt before]
Wander: Brad, Bradley. Calm down, you have to trust Peepers on this...he'll figure something out when the time comes for the birth. (makes the man look at him) Do you LOVE Peepers...?
Brad: I... I don't knw... I'm not supposed to... I can't... Not after... Not after Demurra said... [clutched his chest harder] But it hurts... It hurts every time... Every time he's nice to me, every time he fucks me so good.... It... It hurts...
Wander: You're just feeling overwhelmed with numerous emtions right now...just don't know how to feel... but you should try talking with Peepers about this again...in a better way then you both did earlier...
Brad: W-Wat if he doesn't want to talk to me? He was so angry the other day, n we haven't been sleeping together in the same room since then...
Wander: You've hurt him...and he didn't mean to make you feel hurt either...at least try and talk it out.
Brad: [a long pause later before he slowly nodded, sniffling]
Wander: :) It'll be okay... (rubs his back)
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