Wednesday, February 28, 2018

As My Heart Dies-Chp81

[as the day wound dwn till night, everyone had a brief moment of respite as the war was on a halt due to the weather n the lack of light]

Awesome: [was in the private quarters with Sylvia, making out with her, which he had been doing any chance he gets during this harrowing war]

Sylvia: mmm~ (heart)

Awesome: [made out with her some more, then remembered something] Wait... U haven't been taking ur birth control still, hv u?

Sylvia: I'm sure I have been. (nod)

Awesome: I'm kinda worried tho. With the war going on n all, u can't be too careful

Sylvia: I know. (kiss)

Awesome: [made out with her again, bt the nagging feeling just kept lingering there] U knw wat? Maybe u should go chk it out at the medics, u knw, just in case

Sylvia: |-( Ugh, fine, you worry wart. Be right back. (leaves the room)

Awesome: Thanks. Love u, Bee~ [calls out aftr her]

Sylvia: :$ (heads for the medic bay)

[there was a female medic on duty]

Medic: [sees Sylvia enter] Yes, miss? Can I help u?

Sylvia: Yeah, hi. Me and my, uh... boyfriend, been doing things for a while and I have been taking birth control but he'd like me to make double sure that I'm, ya know, safe from any accidents?

Medic: Sure, we hv recently hv the state of the art body scan. Just stand on tht platform here n let the machine scan u [gestured her to a body scan machine tht looks pretty hi-tech]

Sylvia: (stands on platform)

Medic: [clicked a few buttons to start up the machine n let it beam ovr Sylvia's body]

Sylvia: (held still)

[a few mins later, the machine was done n the results portrayed on the screen nxt to it]

Medic: Alright, u can step off now [studies the screen to read the results]

Sylvia: (stepped off) So how does it look?

Medic: Hmm... Says here according to ur hormone levels, u might hv skipped ur birth control abt a few days ago, n ur cutting it pretty close, since ur hormone level also indicates ur close to ur fertile cycle, bt...

Sylvia: But what? Am I ending up with a baby?

Medic: No, quite the contrary. U probably didn't need birth control in the first place. Ur... [cleared her throat] Ur infertile

Sylvia: ...wait, back that up, that means... I'll never end up with a kid?

Medic: Sorry to say, yes. Not sure u noticed, bt according to the results of the scan, ur ovary production is at an all time low, n wen u do produce ovaries, none of them r mature enough for fertilization. It won't affect ur health, bt it seems like ur born without the genes to produce healthy mature ovaries. I'm sorry, bt the chances of u to hv a child is...well, almost nxt to none. It might be good news for u if u don't plan on having children, bt if u are planning to start a family... [sighed n patted her shoulder] ... I'm sorry

Sylvia: :( (thinks: how is Fishface going to take this...?)

Medic: R u gonna be OK, miss?

Sylvia: Hm? Oh yeah, I guess I'll be okay. It's just... I'm not sure how he'll react to these news...

Medic: I suppose u will just hv to break it to him tactfully. Good luck [went bk to her business]

Sylvia: (nod) ... (left to see Awesome)

Awesome: [was getting worried tht it was taking too long n left the private quarters to find her, turning into the corner n accidentally bumping into her] Oof! (doh)

Sylvia: (doh) Oof!

Awesome: Yo, watch where ur... [sees it was Sylvia] Bee! U OK? I'm sorry, I got worried. U were taking a while

Sylvia: Yeah, they had to check some things.

Awesome: So r u OK? R u pregnant? Do I need to start worrying abt kids college funds?

Sylvia: Well, good news and bad news. Good news is, we didn't have any accidents. Bad news, however... :(

Awesome: [sighed in relief wen he heard the good news, bt tensed up wen she said "bad news"] Oh no.... Oh no, pls don't tell me ur having cancer too (worry)

Sylvia: No, Awesome... I'm... unable to have...have... ;( (hid her face in her hands)

Awesome: [blinked in surprise at Sylvia suddenly crying n quickly held her by the shoulders gently] Bee, Bee, ur scaring me. Pls talk to me. Wat did the doctor say?

Sylvia: We...aren't able to have kids... ;(

Awesome: Wha...? Ur... [got the picture] Oh, u mean... No eggs in the basket? :(

Sylvia: Not now, and not ever... ;(

Awesome: Oh... Oh, Bee... [hugged her close] It's OK... Shhh... Don't cry.... It's gonna be OK... :(

Sylvia: ;( (sobbed hiding her face in his shoulder)

Awesome: Shhh... [hugged her tight, rubbing her bk to calm her dwn] It's OK, Bee. Bt I thought u said u didn't want to hv kids

Sylvia: I know I did...but I would've wanted to at least see... how I'd be as a parent... if I'd ever be a good one... :(

Awesome: Oh Bee, my little Bumblebee. I'm sure u would've been a great mother. There's always other options, like adoption or surrogates. I'm not the type to be all hung up abt "my own flesh n blood" n all tht crap. Grob knows those kids need us more than our biological ones

Sylvia: You... you don't care I'm unable to give you blood born children...?

Awesome: (shake) It doesn't reli matter to me. I mean, sure, it would be nice, bt u don't hv to be blood to be family. "Blood is thicker than water" n all tht crap is not a big deal for me. A child is a child, no matter where it came frm

Sylvia: ... ;( (hugged him back) Fishface...

Awesome: There, there, Bee. It's gonna be OK. In fact, the way I'm partying n all tht stuff, my parents prolly wouldn't be surprised if I hv a bunch of kids in tow. They'll probably be happy even if I picked up a kid from a dumpster, as long as I give them a grandchild |-(

Sylvia: ... (held his face in her hands and kissed him deeply)~

Awesome: [was surprised before he kissed her bk just as deep] Mmm~<3

Sylvia: mmm~ (heart)

Awesome: How's abt we continue where we left off? It'll probably cheer u up some (smirk)

Sylvia: Alright, you~ (smirk)

Awesome: [takes her hand n they both return to the private quarters n proceeded to fuck like rabbits again]

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